Trust. Faith. They go hand in hand. So often we say we have faith and that we trust in God. When the rubber hits the road though, does that hold true? Can we walk through the valley honorably and faithfully?
Many days I feel like I let God down in this department. I want to control as much of everything as I can. I want to know the “why”, the purpose, the reason, when I’m in this place. Here’s the thing, I don’t need to know why. It’s not my “job” to know why. I am not God. I am Kylie, human under the authority of the King of Kings.
And yet, I still fight with myself and this compulsive “need” to have answers. My flesh cries out, and my spirit feels anguished. I wage a constant battle in my own head to be Spirt led and faith filled.
And so, I will be intentional in my exultation. (Yes, my praise may start off feeling forced, but I can’t stop from singing His praises.) I can’t stop from entering your presence with thanksgiving and praise. Simply put, You’re too good, Abba, for fabricated and contrived behaviors.
Exalt the Lord.
You have never forsaken me, You always provide for my needs. I have a roof over my head. I am healthy. I have the promise of eternal life because of salvation. I am always able to pay my bills, put gas in my car, and food on my table. I can afford to take care of my pup. I have a family who loves me and friends who care about me and my relationship with You. I am not persecuted for my faith, and I don’t have to worry about worshipping You openly. When I feel like I can no longer stand under my burdens, You gently lift me and carry me. I am loved and cherished.
For all that and more, I refuse to let the enemy win. I refuse to bow under the weight(s) he tries to place on my shoulders. I will not let doubt and worry gain a foothold and consume my thoughts.
Lord, Your yoke is easy and your burden is light. I lift my eyes to You, for where else does my help come from? Even when I walk through the valleys, it’s Your rod and Your staff that comfort me.
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